4 am

It's 4 am somewhere in my head

A land I go to for comfort

It's 4 am whenever I lay in bed

Awake because my dreams are too real they push me back to reality 

It's 4 am when I wake to think what could've I done different 

It seems I was a plague to be rid of...

It's 4 am when I realize it won't ever be the same

It's 4 am when I look up to God to ask Him why with tears in my eyes

It's 4 am when I lose my religion 

Because it's faith that got me here

It's 4 am when I look at my phone to check the time 

Still 4 am

It's always 4 am somewhere in my head