Safe to say I'm done needing any body else
Yea people good to have but they ain't been but shit to me
Only got a couple friends that are close to me
Others claiming they know me well but don't know the rest of it
Guess it's my fault for acting desperate
Like I needed them and their input in my life
Well the hell with it
And the hell with you and the rest of them
You open up a little and they tear you apart
Good thing I stopped giving them shits my heart
That muscle been under lock and key Ever since the day my first love left me
Taught me a lesson I won't forget
Told me life's got no room for tears and regret
So if you're a mistake I made I'll bless you with my prayers
And if God don't listen then take it up with Him
And while you're there ask Him what's up with the trials he has me facing
Ask him why since the day RBlue left me it's been like I'm trynna replace him
Looking for the same affection in all the wrong places
Meaning I made dumb decisions that don't match my character
Still I ask God for forgiveness and heaven in the hereafter
I just want peace, happiness and uncontested laughter
Or maybe it's him that I'm still after
But by the looks of it my soul far too tarnished
Probably won't be able to love again
Je suis désolée excuse my harshness
But when I was innocent the world shitted on me
Now it's my turn to take a dump but that shit's scary
Cuz if I freeze my heart I'm afraid it won't be thawed out
Maybe that's the price I have to pay to protect myself
Love is but a fairy tale and unfortunately I ain't no sleeping beauty
That's why it's like I have these dark circles tattooed on me
I get angry with life
Angry with God
Angry with you
My fault for not listening even though every word my momma said been true
Now all I have is this chaos to deal with
I been a mess
You just got to witness
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